Monday, January 31, 2011

Feeling like...

Three quotes that kind of describes me right now:

"I enjoy talking to myself because most people don't understand me anyway."

"I understand, but I'm tired of understanding. All I do is understand. For once i would like someone to be on the other end trying to understand me..."

"Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't care about you as much as you do about them."

Had a though day? No, not really.
Something on your heart? A lot and nothing at once.
Want someone to talk to? Maybe a stranger, but it's too complicated.
What kind of a stranger? Open-minded. A complete stranger!
How do you manage to not talk about your problems? Ha! I write them down and automatically the feeling eases and it doesn't feel like I'm going to explode anymore. :)
Suicidal? NEVER! I love life too much to waste it on small and huge burdens ;)
Suck it up, it won't be there forever! :)

Matchbox 20 - UNWELL


-Hina :D

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Thoughts - Something you might never think of...

"If you love someone and care about them, then tell them today because you never know when there won't be a tomorrow."

Have you ever thought of that today could be your last? That you never would see your friends again and that the fight you might just had with your friend was about something silly? That the last word from you was something like "I hate you."?

You never completely know when you're gonna die until the last moment. I don't know why but sometimes the thought hits me and then you're sitting there thinking. Would someone miss me? How would they react if I died? No, I'm not suicidal but the fact is that someday we are going  to die and what will happen afterward?
We should Smile. there are a hundred reasons for us to smile. Life itself is a reason to smile.
I bet you've never thought about how nice you're life is. Everything that you have, your friends and family.

Everytime the thought pops up in my head I immediatly relize how precious life must be. How much I want to live and talk and spend my time making memories that will remain even when I'm gone. Okay, I know. I'm 16.(17 next friday) Tell me that you've NEVER thought of that before. At least now you do, right?
Make your life valuable. I have 2 amazing best friends and for me that's almost everything I need! Now don't start thinking that I go around everyday thinking that I might die today. Because I don't. It's just a strange idea, a thought that just pops up sometimes. Just randomly. 



Comment bellow, All thoughts and comments are welcome :)
Hina :D

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Top 10 Songs (My Top 10)

Hey Guys!

It's a while since I've been posting music blog posts so I thought that I would post My Top 10.
That means, not new songs or the top ten songs in the world, but the songs that are stuck in my head and heart or I really like or just found. The songs that gives me inspiration! Btw, the order doesn't matter :)
So... Enjoy! :D

Firework & Grenade MASHUP (Explosion Medley)- Sam Tsui & Kurt Hugo Schneider

You're Going Down - Sick Puppies

Breakeven - The Script

Breathing Slowly - Crossfade

Say (All I Need)- One Republic

The End - Mayday Parade

Last Train - Lostprophets

If I Die Young - Sam Tsui

Terrified - Story Of The Year

I Will Not Bow - Breaking Benjamin

Any thoughts or Music suggestions? Comment bellow :)
Hina :D

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

New Year, New Opportunities...or?

Hey Guys!

I know, It's been a looooooooong time since I've been blogging and I sort of haven't been writing in my projects either. I was ill and now I'm back, I don't know how much I'll blog or how long the blog posts will be but I'll sure try my best! :)

FACEBOOK eats you up alive, sometimes you can sit there for hours and still don't do anything. You end up liking stuff and like people's pictures, their statuses, their likes and so it goes on and on.
I had, like most people do have, Christmas holidays but guess what! I still couldn't manage to write.
Writer's block?
I just can't write if I sit down and decide to write. Familiar situation?
My  myself have had some ups and downs. The feelings have been jumping and there just haven't been any thoughts around The Taste of Death or Unbreakable. Luckily I managed to finish writitng Gone, which was a short story for two of my best friends. It turned out pretty well, so well that I've decided to write a Gone Part 2.

Have you ever been in a situation when you don't know if you comepletely believe in yourself? I've been there and right now I'm standing with one leg on each of the sides. That's when you really need your best friend! Thank god for have sent me Ania! Today I really thought about where I would be standing if she wasn't in my life and the truth is that The Taste of Death had been buried or deleted. The lack of support is digging it's way in to my brain. It feels like it's eating up my creativity... Sad, I know.

Positive thing: I'm still ADDICTED to reading.
I believe that if I read enough and constantly I'll eventually get rid of this I-can't-write desise. And then Ania and some of the other few friends that knows about me writing stop waiting for me to write and for them to read more. I have to admit, it's pretty awesome to watch them read the latest pages I give them. To put it this way: THEY ARE THE REASON FOR MY WRITING!

What do you think?
Comment bellow :)